Update eh?

I am so broke. I wish I have a tree that grows money hahaha! On the bright bright side of things, I have freshly manicured nails. Hhmmmm nice. Lovin' it!=)

Hmmm...

In a pretty damn good mood right now. Why? I have no freakin clue, but I wish I felt like this more often. You know, just being happy and enjoying the little cool things in life!

So anyway, I've been stuck in Cavite for the last few days. Aside from things in between here and there--things that made me mad, things that made me sad and things that made me happy errrr I don't wanna go into it soooo... At least seeing my buddies keep me sane. Drinkin was so good after a longass day. Lotsa drinkin, yea. (If you know me and my sister, you wouldn't expect less lol!)

My band life is kickin back in (apparently). Gigs starting tomorrow til Sunday, straight. Which is good coz I'm so effin broke, haha. But yeah, everything so far I guess is okay.

I'm feeling pretty damn great! I will reach my goals one day, but I now have new ambitions in life. There's more that I want out of my time on this planet--things I want to experience, people I want to meet, dreams I want to come true and dammit, it's gonna happen!

Oh wells. My friend Hilda better have something nice planned for tonight! Hope everyone out there is doing well! Bye for now...

It's official :(

For those who don't know, my passion has been and will always be singing. God has provided an opportunity--be in a band and master the necessary skills to take this passion to new heights. Unfortunately, the turn of events hasn’t been that great. For me, this is a labor of love though. As overwhelming as it is at times, I love the fact that I'm learning the theory behind singing. In a short span of time, I've had my share of prodigies, wannabes and fans. Commitment in going above and beyond and displaying professionalism at all times are huge too.

Sucks how one moment I’ll be happy and dandy and the next I'll either be pissed as hell or I guess more frustrated with life than anything. It's like... There are certain things in life that happen and you put in so much effort, so much of yourself into it and in the end you just end up hurt and disappointed. It's like a fuckin question mark that just lingers over your head. Kind of makes you feel really empty. I dunno. Maybe one day (hopefully one day soon), I will be truly happy and content with life. Until then, the question mark just keeps following.

I call this another step in my life's journey. This industry is competitive and risky. Challenges come in the form of trying to improve myself, to become a leader in my field and to become a better person that has good relationships with all.

I’m a bit concerned at how life will be again. Falling down and trying to put the pieces back together can be tough. It seems impossible at times, but I'm going to look at the bright side.

Hope all goes well and good luck in everything. Love you guys! I'll see ya'll soon!

New Year blog

Currently Reading: The Princess Present: A Princess Diaries Book by Meg Cabot

A bit late... But anyhows, just wanted to say...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Awesome time spent with family and loved ones =)

Amazing how fast (and in some aspects slow) time has gone by. Looking back, I realize just how much I've learned and grown in a year's time.

There were some serious bumps in the journey. However, none big enough to stop me from the goal. If anything, they only fueled my drive and passion more. I had the privilege of working with and learning from great musicians. Even greater, these people who I once considered strangers are now dear friends. Never have I been so passionate and dedicated to something as I have with this. Never. I am absolutely committed to doing whatever it takes and striving to be the best I can possibly be. I will not forget that even having this opportunity is an undeserved blessing.

In all things, I continue to focus on the positive points in my life and a bright future, wherever it may be. I look forward to the doors continually being open up before me. Thank you to all who have encouraged and stood by me through all of this. Your support and prayers mean everything to me. More on my journey this year! Cheers!

What's this life anyway?

What's it to you and me?

What are we doing here?

Who are we supposed to be?

I'll take a better world

I'll take anything

I'll take our little world now

Where we can wear each other for awhile

I'll lend you my tears if I could borrow your smile

(These Days - Chantal Kreviazuk)