It's official :(

For those who don't know, my passion has been and will always be singing. God has provided an opportunity--be in a band and master the necessary skills to take this passion to new heights. Unfortunately, the turn of events hasn’t been that great. For me, this is a labor of love though. As overwhelming as it is at times, I love the fact that I'm learning the theory behind singing. In a short span of time, I've had my share of prodigies, wannabes and fans. Commitment in going above and beyond and displaying professionalism at all times are huge too.

Sucks how one moment I’ll be happy and dandy and the next I'll either be pissed as hell or I guess more frustrated with life than anything. It's like... There are certain things in life that happen and you put in so much effort, so much of yourself into it and in the end you just end up hurt and disappointed. It's like a fuckin question mark that just lingers over your head. Kind of makes you feel really empty. I dunno. Maybe one day (hopefully one day soon), I will be truly happy and content with life. Until then, the question mark just keeps following.

I call this another step in my life's journey. This industry is competitive and risky. Challenges come in the form of trying to improve myself, to become a leader in my field and to become a better person that has good relationships with all.

I’m a bit concerned at how life will be again. Falling down and trying to put the pieces back together can be tough. It seems impossible at times, but I'm going to look at the bright side.