Save me

"I keep trying to find a life
On my own, apart from You
I am the king of excuses
I've got one for every selfish thing I do
What's going on inside of me?
I despise my own behavior
This only serves to confirm my suspicions
That I'm still a man in need of a Savior"
- In The Light (DC Talk)

I changed a lot.

Fact or uneducated assumption? Let's look into that.

I feel differently much on the world than I used to. There is something missing in my life and I am not sure of it. Something that used to be here. A way that I used to be, that I'm not anymore. But it disappeared too unexpectedly for me to notice right away.

And I thought it was here all along. Lying to myself possibly?

On the surface of things, it had been an honor to be singing at a company Christmas party last night. My first Christmas party this year, and a few more lined up.