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Don't know when I'd be back online so...

MERRY CHRISTMAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!

*Hugs*

Poetic mode

It Is At Moments After I Have Dreamed
by E. E. Cummings

It is at moments after I have dreamed
of the rare entertainment of your eyes,
when (being fool to fancy) I have deemed

With your peculiar mouth my heart made wise;
at moments when the glassy darkness holds

The genuine apparition of your smile
(it was through tears always) and silence moulds
such strangeness as was mine a little while;

Moments when my once more illustrious arms
are filled with fascination, when my breast
wears the intolerant brightness of your charms:

One pierced moment whiter than the rest

-turning from the tremendous lie of sleep
I watch the roses of the day grow deep.

Blah.

"Closing time, open all the doors and let you out into the world
Closing time, turn all of the lights on over every boy and every girl
Closing time, one last call for alcohol so finish your whiskey or beer
Closing time, you don't have to go home but you can't stay here

I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home
Take me home"

- Closing Time (Semisonic)

I have literally slept all day and took a very long, refreshing bath. I haven't done those for a long time.

It's been a kinda hectic, weird, draining, sad, confusing past week. Things have been slowly but surely changing. All I needed was a fun time at Aila's pad with the rest of the peeps last Friday night. From the KFC food delivery, drinks galore and great conversations. Thanks guys!

Yesterday, went to a family gathering, got to work out and went here and there with my mom and sister.

I think I deal with things better than I did before. We're all growing older, maturing, taking on responsibilities and all that crap. I'm all for that, for real. So much has happened. I'm usually the type to freak out, but I kept my cool. With that said, enough of the realizations.

Moving on to something random. Here are some movies I've seen, but hated so much for some reasons:
1) A Beautiful Mind
2) Lost In Translation
3) V for Vendetta

Now to end on a good note:
You never know when someone special will come into your life. When you meet that person, cherish that moment because you never know how long it will last.

A Friday night blog

"So go past the lights and all the excuses
You could have left 'sincerely yours'
Don't you think it's obvious that I want to say more?
Cause anything too daring to say to you,
Will be said in this letter, then burned away
So you never realize, I'm here"
- Midnight Highway (Daphney Loves Derby)

Did not know how parting could feel odd, until this morning. Sad.

Wishing you a great life in Singapore.

Won't be the same, but I know my ladies won't let me be sad tonight.

Crazy how things move so fast. When good and bad mesh together. Good and bad decisions made. It works out in the end. It all comes together. I feel different, but in a good way. Got a whole new outlook.

Weekend blast

The past weekend was all about chilling at Eastwood, new and old friends, long talks... And some lovin', baybeh.

A few dramas on the side were unavoidable, but hey, life goes on.

Save me

"I keep trying to find a life
On my own, apart from You
I am the king of excuses
I've got one for every selfish thing I do
What's going on inside of me?
I despise my own behavior
This only serves to confirm my suspicions
That I'm still a man in need of a Savior"
- In The Light (DC Talk)

I changed a lot.

Fact or uneducated assumption? Let's look into that.

I feel differently much on the world than I used to. There is something missing in my life and I am not sure of it. Something that used to be here. A way that I used to be, that I'm not anymore. But it disappeared too unexpectedly for me to notice right away.

And I thought it was here all along. Lying to myself possibly?

On the surface of things, it had been an honor to be singing at a company Christmas party last night. My first Christmas party this year, and a few more lined up.