Sunday, November 25, 2007

When all else fails

A real journal isn't doing me any good these days. I've been away from home (ref. Cavite) a lot as well, and so I thought I'd create a new blog. Thoughts just keep on running around this head.

For a first entry, I anticipate this blog to be everywhere. I do not even know where to start writing. But I guess there's nothing much more proper than to welcome you to this blog. Yea, like you'd really care reading eh?

"We know little about pain and regret - except that it is soluble in alcohol."

True enough. But trust me, I do not want to talk about this now.

It is weird how I feel so different about myself now. I used to find happiness in the littlest and simplest things. Books, music and writing have always made me... Me. But time has changed me into searching for good/better things in life. Life, I realize, is much more complex than I thought it was. And love, does not always make everything right.

I yearn for more, for whatever it is that will make me happy. Probably because the people I expect to understand do not. Because I want people who do not only want, but help me succeed.

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