X-Men Origins: Wolverine

Gawd! I just can't wait to see it! And finally, Gambit is set to appear! Oh this is gonna be amazing!

Biased heart and swayed mind

Currently Reading: Brida by Paulo Coelho

I think, therefore, I am. Or is it... I feel, therefore I am? I am in a continuous twirling motion of questioning and doubting and again questioning and soon enough I am back to zero. The heart cannot be fixed and the mind is too easy to control.

"Generoso"

Desperation claws at my stomach
The last drops in the cup I savored.
I miss you
The drink that drugged me
The drink that influenced my every decision.
Where is that drink now?
The drink I crave and taste
Its every essence gave me life
Where is that drink now?
The drink that filled me with laughter
The drink that had my smiles,
That held my happiness?
Will I ever find that drink again?
But the question is,
Did that drink ever exist?
Was it blue?
Blue as the everlasting ocean and neverending sky.
The blue of the
heavens above?
Or was the drink green?
Was it green with envy, sorrow, jealousy?
Or was it red?
The temptation color,
As it tempted me so...
To taste, to drink,
Offering so much...
It tempted and teased,
It challenged...
And who am I?
To defy a challenge?
Who am I,
To let be teased?
Who am I,
To have the honor,
Of that one taste?

Oh, I could go on longer...
But a song awaits me, and sleep
Defies my every order and command.
Before my life here has left,
Answer my one question.
Did this drink,
This so called drink,
That held my happiness,
Did it ever exist?
In the depths of your
soul find the answer,
And if it's true...
I ask of you,
Tell that drink to give me back my happiness.
I am in dire need of it.

Just some crap

Forgive me for wanting your heart as well
Take my soul, tear my flesh from bone
Leave me as an empty skeleton jaded from the world
Release me from this horrid mortal realm
Full of anguish, full of flesh and temptation
Forgive me for wanting that once.

Purify my soul
Or damn it to hell.

Update eh?

I am so broke. I wish I have a tree that grows money hahaha! On the bright bright side of things, I have freshly manicured nails. Hhmmmm nice. Lovin' it!=)

Hmmm...

In a pretty damn good mood right now. Why? I have no freakin clue, but I wish I felt like this more often. You know, just being happy and enjoying the little cool things in life!

So anyway, I've been stuck in Cavite for the last few days. Aside from things in between here and there--things that made me mad, things that made me sad and things that made me happy errrr I don't wanna go into it soooo... At least seeing my buddies keep me sane. Drinkin was so good after a longass day. Lotsa drinkin, yea. (If you know me and my sister, you wouldn't expect less lol!)

My band life is kickin back in (apparently). Gigs starting tomorrow til Sunday, straight. Which is good coz I'm so effin broke, haha. But yeah, everything so far I guess is okay.

I'm feeling pretty damn great! I will reach my goals one day, but I now have new ambitions in life. There's more that I want out of my time on this planet--things I want to experience, people I want to meet, dreams I want to come true and dammit, it's gonna happen!

Oh wells. My friend Hilda better have something nice planned for tonight! Hope everyone out there is doing well! Bye for now...